ocala/sunglasses

Nikoli ne investiram v draga ocala. Si raje kupim poceni in jih mecem v torbo, lezijo v avtu, jih izgubim in kupim nove. Dva modela katera sem si izbrala za letos. Zaenkrat nosim samo crna. Se pocutim zelo cool. Kot da vem kaj delam, kaj so nasi plani, da sem zadovoljna in srecna. V njih imam popolno zivljenje. Zivljenje brez skrbi. Zelo velikokrat me grabi panika. Nimam pojma kako naprej. Rabim Andyja, da me pomiri in rece, da bo vse ok. Da zmorem dni, ko sem sama z otrokoma. Panika me najverjetneje grabi ker se zivljenje tako hitro odvija. Imam obcutek kot da ne bom nikoli ujela nasih in svojih planov. Da mi ne uspe osrecit ne sebe ne drugih. Za zacetek, da bo dan jutri boljsi kmalu odhajam spat skupaj z Enzom. Bova brala, se pogovarjala in zgodaj zaspala do jutra.

I never invest in expensive sunglasses. I prefer buying cheap ones and throw them in bags, let them roll around the car, buy new ones when I lose them. Two pairs I picked for this year. For now I am only wearing black ones. I feel very cool in them. Like I know what I am doing, I am content and happy. I have a perfect life when wearing them. Life without a worry. I panic a lot. I have no idea how to go further. I need Andy to tell me everything is going to be ok. I can handle the days when I am by myself with children. Most likely I panic because life is happening so fast. I have a feeling I cannot catch up with ours or my own plans. I cannot make myself or others happy. For starters to make tomorrow's day better I am going to bed early. Enzo and I will read some stories, talk and fall asleep.