ne zelim pozabit/don't want to forget

• Pred spanjem mi je Enzo rekel, da me ima rad dokler ne umrem. Nato se je zacel jokat, ko je spoznal, da me ne bo vec ko umrem. Se je jokal mocneje in vec, ker ni vedel koga bo imel rad ko me ne bo vec. Sem ga pomirila, ko mu povedala, da se zelo dolgo casa ne bom umrla. Da mora on it preje se na univerzo, si najdt sluzbo, si najdt punco, se porocit, imet svoje otroke. In to je zelooo dolgo casa.
• Po zgornjem pogovoru je zajel globoko sapo in se zacel zopet jokat. Ne zeli it na univerzo, ker ne zeli zivet sam in stran od nas. Sem mu rekla, da gre lahko na univerzo in pride vsak vecer domov. Da vidi daddyja in mene in zjutraj gre zopet nazaj na univerzo.
• Ko nas Oliva klice Enzo Drekec, Daddy Drekec, Mami Drekec in ve da se bomo smejali. Nasa komedijantka.
• Vsako jutro, ko Oliva in jaz oddava Enza pred solo, ji odprem okno. Da mu lahko pomaha in zavpije adijo. Danes ko sva se odpeljale mi je rekla Enzo sola. Enzo sedi. Ne morem verjet kako nas vse opazuje in ve kaj delamo. In njen besedni zaklad se veca. Govori v stavkih.
• At bed time Enzo telling me he loves until I die. Then starting crying because he realized I would be gone. Crying harder and more on who is he going to love when I am gone. I calmed him with telling him I am not going anywhere for a very long time. We still need him to go to college, find a job, find his partner, marry, have babies of his own. That is a looong time.
• Enzo taking a big breath after above conversation and starting crying again. He does not want to go to college because he does not want to live on his own. I told him he can go to college and come home every night and go back to school the next morning again. He can come home to see daddy and me every night.
• Olive saying Enzo Poopy, Daddy Poopy, Mami Poopy and knows we are going to laugh. She is our comidiene.
• Every morning when Olive and I drop Enzo at school I open her window. She can wave at Enzo and yell Bye. This morning as I pulled away she told me Enzo school. Enzo sit. I am blown away by her insightfulness, observation and vocabulary. She is talking in sentences.