Pri 34 letih je moje zivljenje polno, zanimivo, dolgocasno, rutina, vcasih si ne zelim bit odrasla, ne morem verjet da imam dva otroka, kje je njuna mama :), da placujem racune, drugim ljudem svetujem o njihovem zivljenju in me poslusajo, obozujem kuhanje, hrano, jest v restavracijah, pect sladice, zelim si prespat noc brez bujenja sredi noci ali dolgo spanje zjutraj, da bi bila v fizicni formi, obozujem fotografijo, imam se vedno zelje toda sedaj so mnogo drazje, si ne zelim it nazaj na studij, upam da bom letos imela smisel za vrt in roze, da bi bila aktivna z otroci, da bi naucila Enza vozit kolo, se se vedno igram z igracami, legicami, risem, da bi z Andyjem bila na isti valovni dolzini, da bi se ze navadila na njegovo popoldansko izmeno in mi ne bi sel na zivce ali ne bi njega krivila za veliko stvari, da bi prebrala nekaj knjig, da bi sivala, naucila sem se razliko med druzino, prijatelji, sodelavci, kaj deliti s kom, vsi mediji od bloga, FB, twitterja, emaila me vcasih obremenjujejo... Za to rojstnodnevno leto si zelim, da bi se malo bolj sprostila, da bi me manj stvari skrbelo in da bi zaupala, da bo vse ok. Vedno je in ce ni je ze tako namenjeno, da bo na koncu ok. Hvala vsem za lepe zelje. Vsi ste mi zelo polepsali dan. 
At 34 years my life is full, interesting, boring, a routine, sometimes I do not wish to be a grown up, I cannot believe I have two children, where is their mom :), that I pay bills, I give advice to people about their life and they listen, I love cooking, food, eating at the restaurants, baking, sleep through the night without being woken up or sleep in the morning, to be in a good physical shape, I love photography, I still have wishes, they are just more expensive, do not wish to earn a masters degree, I hope to get green thumb this year for the yard and flowers, to be active with kids, teach Enzo to ride a bicycle, I still play with toys, legos and draw, that Andy and I would be on the same wave length, that I would get used to his afternoon shift and he would not annoy me or I would not blame him for everything going wrong, to read a few books, to sew, I learned the difference between family, friends, coworkers, how much to share, all media from blogs, FB, twitter and email tire me out sometimes... For this birthday year I wish to relax more, worry less and to trust everything is going to be ok. If not then everything is just meant to be.
At 34 years my life is full, interesting, boring, a routine, sometimes I do not wish to be a grown up, I cannot believe I have two children, where is their mom :), that I pay bills, I give advice to people about their life and they listen, I love cooking, food, eating at the restaurants, baking, sleep through the night without being woken up or sleep in the morning, to be in a good physical shape, I love photography, I still have wishes, they are just more expensive, do not wish to earn a masters degree, I hope to get green thumb this year for the yard and flowers, to be active with kids, teach Enzo to ride a bicycle, I still play with toys, legos and draw, that Andy and I would be on the same wave length, that I would get used to his afternoon shift and he would not annoy me or I would not blame him for everything going wrong, to read a few books, to sew, I learned the difference between family, friends, coworkers, how much to share, all media from blogs, FB, twitter and email tire me out sometimes... For this birthday year I wish to relax more, worry less and to trust everything is going to be ok. If not then everything is just meant to be. Thank you very much for all birthday wishes from everyone. You all made my day very special.
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